Sunday, June 24, 2012

Maybe It's TIME ....

So, I decided that it is TIME...

Time is an interesting thing, everything takes time, time to mend, to break, to heal, to forgive, to move forward, to fall in love, fall out of love, time to make friendships, to let others go, time to learn who you are, what you want in life, where you are going.

this list can continue on for a while. what i'm getting at is everthing takes time, sometimes time takes to dang long, but when you get to where you want to be, i think its usually worth the wait.

recently I had to wait a very long time, to realize that i wasn't happy in my life, and when i realized that, I then waited another allotted amount of drawn out time to finally be able to truely forgive my self.

and all the things that led up to the event that i'm talking about came from  patience, and alot of time spent wasted on things that didn't matter, which i realize now, and alot of time spent praying. and on the day that time decided to let me move forward, it was through answered prayes, and god that i was able to move forward with my life for good.

and i'm going to tell you guys something. and its going to sound maybe preachy or something, but here goes.

I know that sometimes we hold onto things that just hurt us, they really don't matter much, but they matter to heavenly father, for me i needed an apology from someone that i felt had truely wronged me, and i needed forgiveness from myself, god, etc..  it wasn't until months later when i truely had hummbled myself and prayed about the situation that I was able to have my prayers answered and the weight of the situation removed from me.

what a blessing that has been. the power of prayer is so strong, sometimes things just take time.


anyway I'm happy, I'm healthy and i'm exicted about life, and love and all those other things in between.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Ubber Post. Random things.

So here it goes... This post will be Random things about me, and my life, that are happening or have Happened.

I enjoy Picture taking, and Baking.. I wouldn't say that i'm Crafty.. maybe creative. maybe one day, crafty...
The Baked Goods.
Marks Valentines Cake.

My Nephew Jaxyns Skateboard Birthday Cake, pretty sure I enjoyed making it than he did, getting it.

Hahaha, Poor Les. It turned out a little girly.. but so good!

One of my Favorites. Janas Halloween Birthday cake.

This is By Far the best that i've done. Mint Chocolate chip cake for my dad. I have gotten better. I love decorating and making things for people. He Loved This!
Here are some pictures of my Photos. I like to take nature shots. so its not to exciting. one day i hope to get a more proffessional camera.




These horses were hobbled, so when they tried to walk they had to kind of jump. It scared me so bad! until I Realized what was happening.I totally thought they were trying to ATTACK! haha.


Curiosity Kills the Cat.


Tire Faucet

The Swan, Watching over her Ducklings.


Thats all for today. I will update my life tomorrow.